Worry

My appetite has been really huge these days
Since last week I ate hell lot of food
But unhealthy food

I miss Clarke Quay at Singapore
Hanging-out with lee hoon, Say kuang, Zhen horng and Kian boon on 12/8
It's such a nice place
Pretty scenery and many pubs around there

Eva my wife is sick
But i cant do anything
im so useless

Miss Eva
Miss you

Friday 13th=黑色星期五

Emotional

Suddenly feel so upset
Had been feeling like this since last week
So empty So useless So aimless
I FEEL LIKE SHIT
It's so terrible I hate it when all these emotions just well up like this
Fuck this shit
Damn super dissapointed
waste time waste time
Moodless

Health

i've learnt a very valuable lesson
health is wealth
money means shit if your health is bad
health is the most important
Truly
Hope my Dad can speedy recovery

Freaking lazy to type long blog posts

Previously my life was very chong shi
But nowadays become different
I blame myself bcause i did made a very idiotic stupiest decision of studying at BP
waste time waste money waste my qing chun
take bus for TWO years <---FUCK
and a lot of weirdo at my school <---------------------
It's just a feeling that cannot be described through words
but sometimes
things are not as bad when you take it positively


I wish I had someone here with me whenever I needed her
Love Eva❤
my wife

Sigh

I know you tried your best to make me happy
I appreciate it a lot even though I'm so fucked up
But nowadays i still couldn't to be happier

Next Monday is cuming soon
Actually I feel damn stressed in many ways
Odds and ends fuckin matters and the interview in next week

Everything is predestined
If it will happen it will happen

I'm upset that my blog is a emo outlet
Have so many happy stuff going on but I end up blogging my sadness here
But I will concentrate on things which makes me happy

Love Eva forever and ever

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一个人看着妳的MSN呈现灰色状态 好寂寞

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电脑全年24小时都开着 今天DVD-ROM终于忍不住被烧死了 囧
就是因为你啦 要去看电影的计划泡汤了 还要花97块 凸

现在我的生活只有几个字可以形容
宅很凶 吃很凶 花很凶 伤心很凶 期待很凶 脚痛惨了
整体来说可以用两个字形容 '灿烂'

想要期待我们之间的变化 殊不知原来是越来越远
苦笑好难 但却只能用微笑带过这一切
想要在你身边分享我的喜悅
想起你的温柔 你对我的关心 你的可爱
这样的你让我完全没有招架之力
我好怕绿茶哪天会支撑不住 好想要紧紧的拥抱你
是否我还能天真的以为 等待的信念很强烈 距离不会是一种考验
有点说不出来的无力感围绕着我
因为一个不经意的见面 我的世界完全被你colourful
因为你 我变了很多
因为你 我觉得真爱好难
因为你 我知道要去珍惜


我爱妳 Eva