Worry

My appetite has been really huge these days
Since last week I ate hell lot of food
But unhealthy food

I miss Clarke Quay at Singapore
Hanging-out with lee hoon, Say kuang, Zhen horng and Kian boon on 12/8
It's such a nice place
Pretty scenery and many pubs around there

Eva my wife is sick
But i cant do anything
im so useless

Miss Eva
Miss you

Friday 13th=黑色星期五

Emotional

Suddenly feel so upset
Had been feeling like this since last week
So empty So useless So aimless
I FEEL LIKE SHIT
It's so terrible I hate it when all these emotions just well up like this
Fuck this shit
Damn super dissapointed
waste time waste time
Moodless

Health

i've learnt a very valuable lesson
health is wealth
money means shit if your health is bad
health is the most important
Truly
Hope my Dad can speedy recovery

Freaking lazy to type long blog posts

Previously my life was very chong shi
But nowadays become different
I blame myself bcause i did made a very idiotic stupiest decision of studying at BP
waste time waste money waste my qing chun
take bus for TWO years <---FUCK
and a lot of weirdo at my school <---------------------
It's just a feeling that cannot be described through words
but sometimes
things are not as bad when you take it positively


I wish I had someone here with me whenever I needed her
Love Eva❤
my wife

Sigh

I know you tried your best to make me happy
I appreciate it a lot even though I'm so fucked up
But nowadays i still couldn't to be happier

Next Monday is cuming soon
Actually I feel damn stressed in many ways
Odds and ends fuckin matters and the interview in next week

Everything is predestined
If it will happen it will happen

I'm upset that my blog is a emo outlet
Have so many happy stuff going on but I end up blogging my sadness here
But I will concentrate on things which makes me happy

Love Eva forever and ever